don’t you ;) me, buddy
a weird rabbit. don’t follow him, he gets lost in the costco parking lot.
buddy is quite a strange little animal but he also likes hugs so it’s ok.
in conversations about romanticizing depression and sadness, i never know what to say. it becomes difficult to articulate the space i operate from and it’s uncomfortable to try.
i am weary. i am very sad. i don’t feel right. this is my day to day. but none of that has stolen my awe, or my joy, or my love. those things are still real and they are still mine. they can be small, or overwhelming, but they are mine.
it’s a fight to keep them. for me, a fight which asks that i engage the sadness in ways that might be viewed as romanticizing.
it’s not, and i need to do it. sadness isn’t inherently more meaningful than happiness, but there are depths to navigate.
the trick is not to drown while you’re out there sailing the wide gray sea.
ahhh ok um here is a link to the first 5000 or so words of TEEN BOY SQUAD
which is absolutely not the title but shims and i can’t decide so uh there you have it. thank you very much in advance to anyone who takes the time to have a look and provide thoughts/whatever!!!!
hey guys, would anybody be interested in taking a look at the first few chapters of teen boy squad and providing a little bit of feedback for me and shimmy? it would be insanely appreciated.
i long for the day when female characters aren’t reduced to walking, talking, no homo bullseyes, included only to bolster the fragile masculinity of the male characters
a few months back i was going to try and write something about that two gunslingers meet in a strange canyon drawing but it never went anywhere.
buck is the annoying friendly one and lefty is mr serious.
nolan sometimes does the gross uncool ballcap thing. (sometimes he adds sunglasses and pretends he’s famous.)