Hey, anon. I absolutely have felt like that. Lately, I’ve felt like that a lot. I’ve done the old curl up and cry maneuver a few times in the very recent past.
Sometimes it helps, sometimes it doesn’t. Sometimes there’s this sadness like a stone on my chest, and nothing moves it. Or maybe it’s more like a shadow, the kind of thing that shifts and changes but there’s no shaking it off. It’s mine. It follows me around.
Anyway. Anon, if you’re feeling this way, I hope you feel better soon. To anyone feeling this way, I hope you feel better soon. Have some tea, get some sleep, look after yourself if you can. Don’t feel bad for feeling bad. And if there’s anything I can do to help, let me know and I’ll try.